So Nervous!

I'll go ahead and say: I think I am one very nervous person. I just have very good ways of hiding it from others, and even from myself. Lots of things make me nervous. Like Coffee. I was sitting in class today, and after having drank a Mocha Frapachino( a BIG no no) I suddenly felt very nervous. Like the kind of nervous you get when you have to get up in front of a big crowd or do something you've never done before. So I've come to the conclusion that I shall steer(stear?) clear of coffee for I do not like feeling nervous whatsoever.

Then after having drank my coffee + some water = I had to get up and go tinkle in the middle of class. Well a few students had already gotten up and left, either out of boredom or prior obligations I'm not sure, and so when I made my exit for the Toilet, the teacher goes balistic, saying how she WILL give a quiz and blah blah teacher talk. So then I re-entered the room,and  well I just hope she felt like a big douche for subconsciously slurring me that way.

I also went and bought a very snazzy cute looking journal today that I am going to turn into a Food Journal to keep up with my daily intake and calories along with whatever exercise I do that day.

Along with a cute pen to keep me motivated to write in my Chic journal...

I'm hoping that since I have to keep up with what I'm eating and everything that I'll try better to be a healthy person and not have as many setbacks or cheats.

Also, I received(<-- I just figured out last night that I have been mispelling this word for like years! :/ ) an email today saying that UD Nursing Acceptance/Denial letters will be going out no later than Feb. 28, which is Monday. I'm somewhat nervous, ok..very nervous...because I would really be so happy if I could get in here at Tech! I would still be in school with my friends and it wouldn't be so darn expensive! So all you people out there reading this blog..say a silent prayer for me the week of the 28th! I'll be sure to keep you informed on the status of this application.

So this is all I can think to write about right now. Oh! I'm currently reading the 8th Sookie Stackhouse Book..From Dead to Worse... :) Almost done! Just one more book to go :)

I'll also be turning in my pool application this Friday, so cross your fingers that I get the manager job! Have a great day!

Stay Pretty,

Sarah

Never Fear....For I am still here :)

Well just call me a slacker because that's definately what I am. I haven't blogged in about 2 weeks it seems :/ but I'll try to get better :) I'm not off this bandwagon just yet folks!

So I have become completely OBSESSED with Charlaine Harris books, which would be what several of you may know at the t.v. show TrueBlood that comes on HBO. Well believe it or not, there were books before there was the show. Currently there are 9 books and within the past 3 weeks, I've been able to make it to book #7-All Together Dead...

and after I've finished the books, I hope to jump right into the 1st 2 seasons :)....

I mean once I'm started on something, I just can't stop until it's over or I get bored :)

Ok, moving on...

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School is going pretty swell right now. Except in the Espanol area..which I need to work on a little bit :/ but everything else is dandy :)

Kaleb and I are the happiest we've ever been :) and I love that and I love him :)

I'm getting somewhat antsy about Nursing Schools. It's after Feb. 1st so I should be hearing something mighty quick from ETSU and TTU. I've mentioned moving to ETSU if I got accepted and Kaleb moving with me. He's not too fond of the idea but it would save us a tone of money and debt! I just hope he really considers, now if I don't get in there then that won't be a problem :/

Also, I have recently(yesterday) decided to go back Vegetarian. So this means no more meat but I will still be eating cheese, until further notice, which means until I can break myself :) I did enjoy eating meat but I allow myself to go overboard with it and that causes me to eat unhealthy and then adds on the pounds :/

My goal right now is 5lbs. because I've always heard you need to start out small or you'll fall off the train. So when I reach these five pounds I'm going to treat myself to a New pair of TOMS or a new Vera Bradley Wallet...hmm decisions decisions :)

or the wallet :)

:) just posting these pictures makes me want to lose that 5lbs fast! haha but this is enough blogging for today :) Hopefully I'll return tomorrow!

Stay Pretty,

Sarah

Happy -I Love Us- Day :)

Wow...am I one happy girl :)

So I've had a rough couple of days as most of you know, but they are definately looking up! I have the best boyfriend in the entire world! I came back to the apartment for school and was surprised to find Roses and some groceries from my baby :)

Needless to say I cried for quite some time because I'm just a big baby like that. Life is hard as a college student sometimes and this just meant alot to me. I thought Kaleb did a great job and was very sincere and thoughtful :) I'm so blessed to have him in my life, even if it can get a little bumpy sometimes, I wouldn't have it any other way :)

I have a Microbiology Test this Wednesday and I'm very nervous about it :/  so please think of me! I'm also getting my hair done Tuesday and I'll have pictures up asap! I'm going to talk to the Nursing Home in Lafayette about a job for this summer and working on my references for my pool application so it'll look good :) I have an Eye Dr. apt Tuesday and I'm super excited because I just know in my heart that I need glasses! haha in truth, I really want glasses because I think they are cool and I've not gotten my eyes checked in like 3 years so I may just get them :) If not, well I'll pout :/

To end this lovely day, I am putting up a picture that truly describes Kaleb and I's relationship :)

I hope you enjoy that :) It makes me laugh everytime I see it! I'm trying to document our relationship more so I've got to get this boy camera friendly! Plus, can you tell he's dipping? lol

Stay Pretty and Happy Valentines Day,
Sarah

And so it goes on.

So.

Today would be day number 5 on my 'situation'. I thought it could get better, but I don't see that happening anytime soon. Unless the other party decides that things will change, otherwise, I'm stuck in this boat, going down this stream, into a blackhole, not knowing what is next.

I always wanted to be a writer. But I only have spirts of creativity. :/ You can't make a living without consistency.

Seems my plate keeps piling up. And I sink further into my hole(apt, bed, etc. ) and further into my mind(reading, studying, etc.). At least my books are my friends and enjoy my company and don't ask my opinion.

blah. Well I have to work tonight. I hope I make some money and that we are so busy so I won't have to look at my phone. Or think of 'you' since you obviously aren't having too hard a time not thinking of me.

Then it's home for a night of studying and questioning from my parents wondering why I am home. :/

Stay Pretty,
Sarah

P.S. This does make me a littler happier....

"Water, Water Everywhere and Not a Drop to Drink"

I am soooooo bored! I stayed up till 3am reading on my book and finished it. When I just started it yesterday. :/ I have a bad case of cabin fever. I'm only taking 13 hours so I feel like I have so much time on my hands! I have my Stats Test and Micro Quiz tonight and I feel prepared enough for them.

I guess this weekend I'll be studying for my Micro Test that's on Monday.  I just can't even stress how bored I am. Like the title implies, seems like there's alot of things to do..but there really isn't.

Today is Day 4 of my predicament(sp?). and it makes me giddy. because you never know what's going to happen, when it's going to happen, or if it's even going to happen. So I'm just here. Think of me.

Stay Pretty,
Sarah

What is Right?

So.

I'm sitting here studying for my first Statistics Test which is tomorrow night. I'm somewhat nervous about this since I'm so horrible at Math. :/ But so far on the quizzes I've made straight 100s but they aren't that difficult. And just the word 'Test' makes everything way worse! So wish me luck :) I also have a Micro-biology quiz but I'm not too worried about it since I enjoy that class.

So I'm going through some tough times right now. As most of you can probably tell by my facebook statuses... I took a chance on a decision, although not a permanent one, that I thought would better help my situation and it's backfired in my face. Somewhat. I think that someone was waiting for me to make this decision so they wouldn't have to. And it hurts. Now I'm the one with the blame.

This may be a bit confusing but I don't want to reveal too much of what is going on right now because I hope that things look up.

Ok..on to happier thoughts.
I have absolutely no life! I've read 2 Sookie Stackhouse books in 2 weeks and am on the 3rd one right now:

..and there is so much snow! Well not in Cookeville just yet, but I hear it's coming! My mom called from home and thinks they already have 2 inches or so and of course Laura is out of school again. Lucky shit. :/ But she'll have to go more days which kind of sucks. Sucks for her :)

But I'm off to work on some Microbiology and study a bit more before I plunge into my nightly reading. Wish me the best with my test and my 'situation'. <3

Stay Pretty,
Sarah

"What's fair for one, is fair for the other."

The person who told me this is now eating their hypocritical words.
Some people should really think before they speak.

This is all I'm posting today for fear that if I continued to type, I would in no way be able to stop for quite some time.

As you can probably tell, I am slightly frustrated. 'Slightly' being an understatement, but I am trying to stay positive.

Stay Pretty,
Sarah.

P.S. I hope tomorrow is a better day.