So Nervous!

I'll go ahead and say: I think I am one very nervous person. I just have very good ways of hiding it from others, and even from myself. Lots of things make me nervous. Like Coffee. I was sitting in class today, and after having drank a Mocha Frapachino( a BIG no no) I suddenly felt very nervous. Like the kind of nervous you get when you have to get up in front of a big crowd or do something you've never done before. So I've come to the conclusion that I shall steer(stear?) clear of coffee for I do not like feeling nervous whatsoever.

Then after having drank my coffee + some water = I had to get up and go tinkle in the middle of class. Well a few students had already gotten up and left, either out of boredom or prior obligations I'm not sure, and so when I made my exit for the Toilet, the teacher goes balistic, saying how she WILL give a quiz and blah blah teacher talk. So then I re-entered the room,and  well I just hope she felt like a big douche for subconsciously slurring me that way.

I also went and bought a very snazzy cute looking journal today that I am going to turn into a Food Journal to keep up with my daily intake and calories along with whatever exercise I do that day.

Along with a cute pen to keep me motivated to write in my Chic journal...

I'm hoping that since I have to keep up with what I'm eating and everything that I'll try better to be a healthy person and not have as many setbacks or cheats.

Also, I received(<-- I just figured out last night that I have been mispelling this word for like years! :/ ) an email today saying that UD Nursing Acceptance/Denial letters will be going out no later than Feb. 28, which is Monday. I'm somewhat nervous, ok..very nervous...because I would really be so happy if I could get in here at Tech! I would still be in school with my friends and it wouldn't be so darn expensive! So all you people out there reading this blog..say a silent prayer for me the week of the 28th! I'll be sure to keep you informed on the status of this application.

So this is all I can think to write about right now. Oh! I'm currently reading the 8th Sookie Stackhouse Book..From Dead to Worse... :) Almost done! Just one more book to go :)

I'll also be turning in my pool application this Friday, so cross your fingers that I get the manager job! Have a great day!

Stay Pretty,

Sarah

Never Fear....For I am still here :)

Well just call me a slacker because that's definately what I am. I haven't blogged in about 2 weeks it seems :/ but I'll try to get better :) I'm not off this bandwagon just yet folks!

So I have become completely OBSESSED with Charlaine Harris books, which would be what several of you may know at the t.v. show TrueBlood that comes on HBO. Well believe it or not, there were books before there was the show. Currently there are 9 books and within the past 3 weeks, I've been able to make it to book #7-All Together Dead...

and after I've finished the books, I hope to jump right into the 1st 2 seasons :)....

I mean once I'm started on something, I just can't stop until it's over or I get bored :)

Ok, moving on...

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School is going pretty swell right now. Except in the Espanol area..which I need to work on a little bit :/ but everything else is dandy :)

Kaleb and I are the happiest we've ever been :) and I love that and I love him :)

I'm getting somewhat antsy about Nursing Schools. It's after Feb. 1st so I should be hearing something mighty quick from ETSU and TTU. I've mentioned moving to ETSU if I got accepted and Kaleb moving with me. He's not too fond of the idea but it would save us a tone of money and debt! I just hope he really considers, now if I don't get in there then that won't be a problem :/

Also, I have recently(yesterday) decided to go back Vegetarian. So this means no more meat but I will still be eating cheese, until further notice, which means until I can break myself :) I did enjoy eating meat but I allow myself to go overboard with it and that causes me to eat unhealthy and then adds on the pounds :/

My goal right now is 5lbs. because I've always heard you need to start out small or you'll fall off the train. So when I reach these five pounds I'm going to treat myself to a New pair of TOMS or a new Vera Bradley Wallet...hmm decisions decisions :)

or the wallet :)

:) just posting these pictures makes me want to lose that 5lbs fast! haha but this is enough blogging for today :) Hopefully I'll return tomorrow!

Stay Pretty,

Sarah

Happy -I Love Us- Day :)

Wow...am I one happy girl :)

So I've had a rough couple of days as most of you know, but they are definately looking up! I have the best boyfriend in the entire world! I came back to the apartment for school and was surprised to find Roses and some groceries from my baby :)

Needless to say I cried for quite some time because I'm just a big baby like that. Life is hard as a college student sometimes and this just meant alot to me. I thought Kaleb did a great job and was very sincere and thoughtful :) I'm so blessed to have him in my life, even if it can get a little bumpy sometimes, I wouldn't have it any other way :)

I have a Microbiology Test this Wednesday and I'm very nervous about it :/  so please think of me! I'm also getting my hair done Tuesday and I'll have pictures up asap! I'm going to talk to the Nursing Home in Lafayette about a job for this summer and working on my references for my pool application so it'll look good :) I have an Eye Dr. apt Tuesday and I'm super excited because I just know in my heart that I need glasses! haha in truth, I really want glasses because I think they are cool and I've not gotten my eyes checked in like 3 years so I may just get them :) If not, well I'll pout :/

To end this lovely day, I am putting up a picture that truly describes Kaleb and I's relationship :)

I hope you enjoy that :) It makes me laugh everytime I see it! I'm trying to document our relationship more so I've got to get this boy camera friendly! Plus, can you tell he's dipping? lol

Stay Pretty and Happy Valentines Day,
Sarah

And so it goes on.

So.

Today would be day number 5 on my 'situation'. I thought it could get better, but I don't see that happening anytime soon. Unless the other party decides that things will change, otherwise, I'm stuck in this boat, going down this stream, into a blackhole, not knowing what is next.

I always wanted to be a writer. But I only have spirts of creativity. :/ You can't make a living without consistency.

Seems my plate keeps piling up. And I sink further into my hole(apt, bed, etc. ) and further into my mind(reading, studying, etc.). At least my books are my friends and enjoy my company and don't ask my opinion.

blah. Well I have to work tonight. I hope I make some money and that we are so busy so I won't have to look at my phone. Or think of 'you' since you obviously aren't having too hard a time not thinking of me.

Then it's home for a night of studying and questioning from my parents wondering why I am home. :/

Stay Pretty,
Sarah

P.S. This does make me a littler happier....

"Water, Water Everywhere and Not a Drop to Drink"

I am soooooo bored! I stayed up till 3am reading on my book and finished it. When I just started it yesterday. :/ I have a bad case of cabin fever. I'm only taking 13 hours so I feel like I have so much time on my hands! I have my Stats Test and Micro Quiz tonight and I feel prepared enough for them.

I guess this weekend I'll be studying for my Micro Test that's on Monday.  I just can't even stress how bored I am. Like the title implies, seems like there's alot of things to do..but there really isn't.

Today is Day 4 of my predicament(sp?). and it makes me giddy. because you never know what's going to happen, when it's going to happen, or if it's even going to happen. So I'm just here. Think of me.

Stay Pretty,
Sarah

What is Right?

So.

I'm sitting here studying for my first Statistics Test which is tomorrow night. I'm somewhat nervous about this since I'm so horrible at Math. :/ But so far on the quizzes I've made straight 100s but they aren't that difficult. And just the word 'Test' makes everything way worse! So wish me luck :) I also have a Micro-biology quiz but I'm not too worried about it since I enjoy that class.

So I'm going through some tough times right now. As most of you can probably tell by my facebook statuses... I took a chance on a decision, although not a permanent one, that I thought would better help my situation and it's backfired in my face. Somewhat. I think that someone was waiting for me to make this decision so they wouldn't have to. And it hurts. Now I'm the one with the blame.

This may be a bit confusing but I don't want to reveal too much of what is going on right now because I hope that things look up.

Ok..on to happier thoughts.
I have absolutely no life! I've read 2 Sookie Stackhouse books in 2 weeks and am on the 3rd one right now:

..and there is so much snow! Well not in Cookeville just yet, but I hear it's coming! My mom called from home and thinks they already have 2 inches or so and of course Laura is out of school again. Lucky shit. :/ But she'll have to go more days which kind of sucks. Sucks for her :)

But I'm off to work on some Microbiology and study a bit more before I plunge into my nightly reading. Wish me the best with my test and my 'situation'. <3

Stay Pretty,
Sarah

"What's fair for one, is fair for the other."

The person who told me this is now eating their hypocritical words.
Some people should really think before they speak.

This is all I'm posting today for fear that if I continued to type, I would in no way be able to stop for quite some time.

As you can probably tell, I am slightly frustrated. 'Slightly' being an understatement, but I am trying to stay positive.

Stay Pretty,
Sarah.

P.S. I hope tomorrow is a better day.

Good grade Gwenth over here..

So I would like to take this time to totally BRAG on myself for my good grades thus far this semester. The lowest grade I've made is an 80 :/ but there may be a problem with that quiz I took so this may not be an accurate score. So that would mean my lowest grade is a 96A! Yes, I am patting myself on the back because that is very good! I've really come a long way since I was a Freshman in college with the way I care about my grades.

Enough of that..

I had to work on SuperBowl Sunday which was a bummer, but I'm glad I did because the girl who I was working for (Marisa) found out that she has the flu! Oh no! I only made $7 but that's ok :)

I went to the gym earlier and had a good workout. I keep forgetting my bathing suit so I can start swimming! Now it's all rainy here and I just want to sleep....Zzzzz... although I may read a little bit before I do so. Then it's on to a night full or homework and preparing for that Microbiology Test that is Monday! Oh my gosh I'll need lots of luck!

Also, it's after Feb. 1. So what does that mean? It means I'll be hearing from 2 of the 3 Nursing Schools I've applied to: Tech and ETSU. Kind of nervous, but excited too. :) Wish me luck!

I love LOVE love the new take on Valentines Day. It's not I love you, it's I love us :) This is too sweet.

And I can't get off here today without putting a cutsie little commercial on here. This is just adorable and if you don't think so..well you had better just watch it again. :)

Stay Pretty,
Sarah

Omg. I swear I've not forgotten about my BLOG

Wow.

So who hasn't been doing her blog daily like she's supposed to? That'd be this little miss right here!

I guess I had better get ya'll caught up on my life. We'll try to make a quick run thru of this, I mean it is 2:11am and why in the world am I even up!

• To answer that first one, I just got in not long ago from being with Kaleb. And we did our usual Friday routine: we fell asleep. This usually ends up in me waking up with a bad case of -my-arm-is-so-asleep-is-it-even-there-kind of thing. :/ <--discomfort. So right now I am trying to recover from that.

Surely it'd be easier to update you backwards?

• Ok so I worked at Grecian tonight. Shoot me. I really am such an unpleasant waitress and I'm sure everyone sees that but after 3 years of it they are like 'whatever, it's just Sarah'. I love them dearly for still giving my happy ass money.

• While at work, I learned how truly bad I am at Spanish, which is an everyday kinda thing. :)

• Uh I had a Spanish Quiz and Music Test today(Friday) and totally Aced both of them :) I know I made a 96 on my Music Test and I think I got a 100 in Spanish!

• I'm starting to get overwhelmed in my Stats class because it's not 'Find the Mean,Median,& Mode anymore :/'

• Kaleb came and saw me on Thursday night which is an every week thing. I love Thursday nights :) Plus Jersey Shore comes on then.

• I attended Kaleb's Great-Grandmothers Birthday Party Wednesday night along with the whole family and Brianna. Kaleb told some embarassing personal stories of us. He got a kick out of it. Me..not so much. :|

• I went to the Dentist on Tuesday and learned that I can easily switch over to Dental Hygiene if I ever got bored with Nursing which is interesting.

• May be getting a job at the Nursing Home in Laf. I just have to run by and put in an application and talk to a few people and hope for the best! Then that means no more Grecian!!

That pretty well sums up my week. Not so interesting but works for me :)



Stay Pretty,
Sarah

Home, Home on the range...

You know, I can never remember how that song goes anymore ^ which is a shame because when you're young, silly songs like these are drilled into your head, and I've forgotten them. And actually, that's one of my biggest fears: Forgetting. I think I could deal with alot of things happening but forgetting who you are and people that are important to you is just so sad to me.

It reminds me of Allie on the Notebook when she gets older and how Noah reads her their story over and over just in hopes that something will jog her memory. It's sweet but also very sad. That's why I tend to write alot down, I have several journals, and I really should start taking more pictures. You all make think this is silly, but everyone is afraid of something.

Ok enough with being a Debby Downer, Now I'm going to share the wealth! I am addicted to this website, it's called Etsy. On here people from all over the world sell homemade items of their own, and you can find just about anything on here! So far I've ordered Tampon Holders(they are super cute), Ipod Cases, Kindle Cases, bracelets, etc. And I've recieved these items from London, Jersulem, Thailand, New Jersey,and Kansas, to name a few.

http://www.etsy.com/

click on this!

So I finally went and swapped my scrub shirt that Kaleb's mom got me. It was a little big so I got a smaller size and am now set :) I can't wait to take my CNA classes this summer and hopefully get a job at a Nursing home! And then you know what that means...No More Grecians!!

Everyone thinks I'm kidding, that'll I'll continue to stay, but it's not worth it anymore. Sometimes I may good money but I'm at the point now where I would do just about any other job besides that one as Long as I could get out. :/  So as soon as the pool opens this summer I am quitting! I will miss the people but I will not miss the place.

I had better go do some homework, remember to check out the site above!

Stay Pretty,
Sarah